Week 4: Thursday

Thursday Scripture: Mark 14:32-50

They went to a place called Gethsemane; and Jesus said to his disciples, “Sit here while I pray.” He took with him Peter and James and John, and began to be distressed and agitated. And he said to them, “I am deeply grieved, even to death; remain here, and keep awake.” And going a little farther, he threw himself on the ground and prayed that, if it were possible, the hour might pass from him.  He said, “Abba, Father, for you all things are possible; remove this cup from me; yet, not what I want, but what you want.” He came and found them sleeping; and he said to Peter, “Simon, are you asleep? Could you not keep awake one hour? Keep awake and pray that you may not come into the time of trial; the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.” And again he went away and prayed, saying the same words. And once more he came and found them sleeping, for their eyes were very heavy; and they did not know what to say to him. He came a third time and said to them, “Are you still sleeping and taking your rest? Enough! The hour has come; the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.  Get up, let us be going. See, my betrayer is at hand.”


Immediately, while he was still speaking, Judas, one of the twelve, arrived; and with him there was a crowd with swords and clubs, from the chief priests, the scribes, and the elders. Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, “The one I will kiss is the man; arrest him and lead him away under guard.” So when he came, he went up to him at once and said, “Rabbi!” and kissed him. Then they laid hands on him and arrested him. But one of those who stood near drew his sword and struck the slave of the high priest, cutting off his ear.  Then Jesus said to them, “Have you come out with swords and clubs to arrest me as though I were a bandit? Day after day I was with you in the temple teaching, and you did not arrest me. But let the scriptures be fulfilled.” All of them deserted him and fled.

Reflection:

Jesus experienced the worst of the worst:  friends who couldn’t support him; unanswered prayers; betrayal; arrest; desertion—knowing that this was just a prelude to torture, mockery, and an excruciating death.


Our very human and understandable response to this is:  Why?  Where is God?  And of course, it’s not just as we read Jesus’ story.  We ask these questions over and over again in our own lives and as we see so much suffering around us.


The story of Jesus offers us no answers.  It does, however, offer us Jesus’ understanding and the invitation to trust him.  Jesus understands the worst of the worst because he experienced it himself.  He knows the anguish of no answers and so understands us.  While in no way dismissing our pain, Jesus also offers a response:  the invitation to trust God even in the worst of the worst.  That was how he responded in Gethsemane, and in seeking that trust in our own lives, that is where we will find him.

Invitations:

  • Reflect on this week’s scripture.  Are there any words or ideas that especially resonate with you or challenge you?

  • Reflect on your whys? Your moments of where is God? You don’t need to have any resolution to this.  Simply share them with Jesus.

  • Read all of the events of Thursday night in Mark 14:26-72


Prayer:
Jesus,

I want to walk with you through this Holy Week.

Open the eyes of my heart to see you more clearly.

Open the ears of my heart to hear more clearly your love for me.

Amen.